Watch 32 Pills: My Sister's Suicide (2017) HD Full Movie Free on SolarMovie. Watch 32 Pills: My Sister's Suicide (2017) online free. She's beautiful, artistic, loved and can't stand to be alive. 32 PILLS traces the fascinating life a...She's beautiful, artistic, loved and can't stand to be alive. 32 PILLS traces the fascinating life and mental illness of my sister, New York artist and photographer Ruth Litoff, and my struggle to come to terms with her tragic suicide.